Well hey there reader.
It's been a few days. So I felt compelled to blog to you. Feel special cause.. Well, I can't think of a sarcastic comment. So.. yeah. (Looks around) Mhmm.
Kay, well.. let's jump into what's bothering me first. Well, not bothering me persay.. Just.. I don't know.. It's been 22 months. 22 stinkin' months today since Lynds. Meaning I saw her 22 months and a day ago. I talked with her, I heard her laugh and I received texts from her. Not even knowing it would all be the last time. I don't think the grieving will ever stop. I don't think it ever goes away. I think everyone keeps living their lives and then it's the little things that hit them and bring them back to that state of emotion they once felt. I miss her so much but I have to have hope that I'll see her again someday. I love you babydoll!
Let's see any other topics. That's mainly why I feel so blah today so I do apologize if my blog isn't as spicy to read today.
Oooo, so uhm.. Lifelight. You know that music festival I was talking to you about in a previous entry. Mhmm. That's in like.. two days! :) f;sdkfjlsdjflksjdf. I'm obviously stoked. Mmm, musicians :) And I'm planning on hanging out with like 4545647984769496879874516848647 people. (That's just an estimate. I didn't want you to think I had too many friends so I narrowed it down a little. ;] ) Lalallalalalala. Uhm, should I start my blabbing of nonsense again? No? Okay, I won't. Actually, I hate when I blab. I do that when I get nervous a lot. Like.. I'll just sit and keep talking about absolutely nothing. Sorta like uhhh.. what I'm doing now.
(Silence.)
So, Justin Beiber. I'm sure you've heard of him. I pick on him an awful lot. But I'm listening to his music right now. And his voice is very greattttttt. But I don't find him attractive. Call me crazy but I'm just not diggin' him. But he can sing to me anytime ;) He just looks so young. Like my brothers age. And somehow he's around my age. He's a bit younger but still. He just looks so young. Like I said though.. his voice= :) . I'm tired of people being so mean to him. For real guys. Be nice(: But there's a lot of hunky men out in this world with greatttttttttttttttt voices. Mmmm. Stephen Jerzak. Bryan Wehrkamp. John O'Callaghan. Alex Gaskarth. Christopher Drew. Solomon Olds. Ty Turner. William Beckett. Cameron Walker. Jordan Witzigreuter. Jesse McCartney. Zac Efron. Mkkkay, I'm done (: That was probably getting annoying. Anyways, yeah.. :S hahaha.
Uhh, so.. 170 days until summer vacation of 2011 (: I know, I know. Early on the counting but oh well. La da dee. Well, my mind seems to not have anything exciting to talk about anymore. Blehh.
I love you Lyndsey..
And I miss you every day.
God Bless.
xo, Kayla
xo, Kayla
