I am not really sure why but December is my favorite month in the whole year. It's right after Thanksgiving (my favorite holiday) and then goes into a month full of cheer and Jesus Christ. Everyone begins to put up Christmas lights and the weather begins to get cold. It allows you to sit by the fireplace with a cup of coffee or hot chocolate and just enjoy people's company.
I don't know what it is about the month. It just brings me joy.
Is it weird that I can't wait until I have my own family and can decorate a tree with my husband and children?
I've been thinking a lot about my future lately and it's scary and exciting. The fact that I'm almost 20 in less than a year is crazy and the fact that I want to be married and have kids in five years or less is so unreal. Maybe my fantasy is somewhat unrealistic but I'm sticking to it.
I'm starting to feel more and more independent every single day. I pay for my own bills and rent. All of that stuff. All while achieving my dreams at becoming a lawyer.
I'm really in the mood to bake some cookies and watch cartoons. I was watching Spongebob but it is now over and I'm watching Boy Meets World. I was going through all these shows I used to watch in the late 90's and early 2000. It's ridiculous. Do you remember All That? Or The Amanda Show? Remember that skit "The Good Burger"? "Welcome to the Good Burger. Home of the Good Burger. May I take your order?" Hahaha. Goodness gracious.
If I could be anywhere right now, it would be Chicago. Why you ask? I don't know what it is about that city but I adore it. Every single thing. The cold weather. The skyscrapers. It's just a real beauty.
Currently I'm listening to KFlowz. His music is amazing. http://www.reverbnation.com/kflowz
Listen to it :) I'm listening to Far Away 2. Miss Damaged is also an amazing song. He has so much potential, it's just ridiculous.
I'm starting to realize that this blog is not really on a specific topic and I just keep going from one subject to another, without organized order. I hope that is okay with you, reader. If not, be sure to just send me a rude comment informing me to "straighten up" or something along those lines.
I'm supposed to be working on an essay due tomorrow; however, I'm on Blogger instead due to the immense neglect I have shown my site.
In fact, I doubt anyone even reads these any longer. Is that correct? Oh, who am I kidding? If nobody reads these, then nobody is going to answer.
I go home in a week and let me just tell you about my joy right now.. IT'S A LOT OF JOY. Caps lock will have to do you justice right now since I can't actually express it too you. That means my birthday is in 10 days. Wooooo. A day full of cupcakes and sleeping. Or at least that is my plan. Maybe I'll throw in a dinner sometime in between there. Heck, maybe I will even visit a few friends. I'm just excited about the cake.
Lately, I've been dieting. (A healthy way. Or so I think.) I stick to a lot of fruits and vegetables and throw in a bit of protein here and there. Absolutely NO carbs though. I've also been exercising a lot lately. I go to the gym every single night and stick to one big meal a day and maybe a little one around 7 or 8 at night. Some would say that may not be healthy but you know what? It works for me.
I really want just a defined stomach. I mean.. working out and getting healthy is nice and all. But let's be realistic. The only reason most girls truly work out is because they want a kicking ass body. And I would also like to acheive this desire for one so here I am. Working out and eating healthy.
I've lost some weight but not to my liking. I plan to lose a bit more. Nothing crazy like 80lbs or any of that shit though.
I don't know if I informed you, reader. (...I probably didn't.) But I have a wonderful guy in my life. His name is Jeff. He's the greatest. We've known each other since summer and it's just been a great time since I've been with him. (pauses for the "awwwww" effect.)
I need to buy some fuzzy socks. My toes are freezing. You know what else I need to buy? A new stinkin' iPhone charger. Mine is going to poop. It's bent at this one part so it doesn't charge correctly unless it's in a certain position. And I basically can't use it when it's charging.
It's highly annoying.
My ear itches!
All better.
I have two essays due tomorrow that I have yet to start. But lucky for me and my apparent "writing skills", I should have no problem doing either of the two.
Campus is starting to get weird. A lot of kids are transferring or dropping out of my university so they are all excited for that but.. a bunch of new kids are coming back after break too. I'm sure they are excited for that too.
In complete honesty, I'm just glad to go home for break.
My first semester of college is complete after next week. WOOOOO.
Then it's all about good 'ol St. Nick and some cookies. Omnomnom.
Why do people never understand me when I say "omnomnom" or "noms"? I mean is it really that difficult? It just means like yummy or mmmm. You know? Maybe I'm just difficult.
...Now that I think about it, that's probably the answer.
Well, I'm going to jet out. I could write all night but I must start these papers.
I hope you still care about my blog, reader.
Leave a comment and ask some questions. I'll do a Q&A or something for my next blog tomorrow?
Yes please. It would make me very happy.
God bless.
xoxo,
Kayla
Still the same Kayla.. Miss you, take care. :)
ReplyDeleteHi I love you, okay?
ReplyDeleteYour head is filled with randomless as well as mine and I love it. Write more and more and more and more! I loved the part about the omnomnom thing, totes magotes have said that myself.
Wuv yew, punkin!