Late Nights Make Me Think Too Much

Why don't I blog much anymore..? I suppose I never feel I have anything utterly important to say. I don't know who even reads these. I always said I wanted to write strictly to just you, reader but considering I never blog much anymore.. I don't feel I'm doing my job. I don't even know why I'm deciding to blog at 1.08am. I'm sure this won't get posted for a much longer time then when I started this. I hope this doesn't bore you. I've come to the realization that I need to have a topic for every blog I start because it's highly embarrassing when I start to type and have no idea as to what I'm even going to talk about.
I suppose I should just jump into what has been on my mind lately. It's a touchy subject. But.. cancer. That deadly word has been constantly on my mind. It seems to be everywhere. On the radio, television, internet and now my brain. Cancer is an awful disease and is said to be incurable. Yet it's also said that every human has this so called "disease" throughout their body.. some just developing more than others. I don't understand this. I've come to ponder about what everyone is exposed to that could cause this somehow. Two things have stuck out to me. One, simply being the air quality. Lets face it.. the air is crap. All of this lovely oxygen that keeps us alive is filled with pollution and smog. But then something else came to mind. What about the food we eat..? Food is something every human needs to consume. It is not an option. Well, farmers spray chemicals on crops. There's preservatives in food and unneeded fat. The chemicals and "toxins" that don't kill people are used very much in everything we eat. It's a logical explanation in my mind. Maybe I just talk and think too much when it's late. I really should go.
And Sam, if you're reading this.. which you probably are ;P.. i will skype you later today. Promise. You don't wear the pants, shorts, Hanes nor belt. Kay? "Okay, Kayla:)"
Goodnight reader.